prompted by alibali saying she was rereading this one and she thought it was partly responsible for the strange state of mind she was in before her travels, i thought i'd give it another go. As usual, each time I read one of Joe's books for a second (or in this case 3rd) time, new things jump out. What stands out for me at the moment are the last few pages of the book when he is trying to explain why he continues to climb despite the attrition of his friends over the years and how he feels about all this.
"Ghosts everywhere I look, all I see are ghosts - or perhaps I am the ghost, a spectre of my past standing in the rubble of my present, anxiously awaiting the future. The one certainty is that I will soon be gone, and in going so will a legion of ghosts" Not sure whether he's talking about lifetimes in geological spans of time or a more normal span of time as seems to come across but it does seem a strange thing for a man in his early 30s to write - or maybe not given the experiences he'd had up to that point and seems to continue to have.
"And if the ghosts are gone, I wonder whether anything I have written, anything I have thought, is worth the time or paper it uses." Damn this man can write. How is it he can construct phrases that are so haunting? I wonder if he still feels this way? He wondered himself whether his words would still be true in a decade...
Apologies for rambling - strange state of mind is persisting longer than usual
